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magical-reflections

Monday 5 October 2009

Dreams or Altered states of Being?

I  for  one  have  through  these  many  years , experienced  countless  dreams/states   whereas  I  was  not  on  this  earthly  sphere.  i  have  encountered  an  entity  which  one  might  refer  to  as  a  Egyptian-jackal  or  indeed  Anubis  himself!  I  have  conversed  with  Merlin  in  telepathic  voice,  conversed  with  Lemurians  and  travelled  in  a  number  of  UFOS.  Such  encounters/dream-states  have  helped  me  write  Novels  both  on  Alien-craft  and  Occult  themes.  one  might  also  say  that  I  can  channel  certain  forces/knowledge  through  my  gates  at  certain  times.  Gates  you  say,  well  surely  you  know  there  are  18  in  total,  nine  of  our  physical-world  and  nine-reflective  of  the  unknown  spiritual.  Nine  of  time  two,  the  external  density  and  nine  of  time  one,  the  internal  temple  of  truth.  Life to  me  has  never  been  easy!!  Living  in  your  perceived  reality  and  living  in  my  real  reality!  God  exists  but  his  form  his  being  is  countless  Aeons  away  from  where  you  would  imagine.  There  is  a  great  number  of  Uni-verses,  and  as  such  each  universe is  a  tree-of-knowledge.  One  must  start  at the  bottom  rung  of  the  ladder  to  rise  slowly  to  the  godhead,  there  is  no  quick  route  to  the  highest!  The  Abbysmal  garden  has  a  guardian,  a  spider-queen  whom  can  travel  time/space  with  immunity.  She  the  spider  queen  of  space  has  her  own  garden  to  attend/        For  she  whom  spins  the  webs  of  space, is  not  of  the  aeons  making!  for  when  she  returns  to  repair  a  past.  She  disperses  a  New-awakening!    In  this  abbysmal  garden  there  resides  many  silver-webs,  webs  which  hold  cocooned   a  large  number  of  Fallen  magi.  those  whom  have  travelled  across  the  abyss   through  sexual-mind-practices.  They  will  remain  until  the  spider-queen  feels  it  is  time  to  release  them  back  to  the  lowest  Tree  (universe)  their  souls  once  again  traversing  upward  through  the  many  trees  of  knowledge!  So  too  in  these  living  swaying  webs  are  the  “shells”,  the  horror  which  forms  around  mans  unclean  thoughts  and  clings  to  his  living  brain  like  vampires!  They  the  shells  sometimes  pierce   the  cocoons  and  drain  them  of  spiritual-thought.  I  have  written a  long  treatise  upon  this  “otherworld”  in   my  second  novel.  Dreams  are  reflections  of  knowledge  “gathered”  within  the  Flame-within, that  which you  call  Soul.  The  Soul  is  made  up  of  certain  Rays,  which  in  turn  are  different  in  colour/vibration.  Rays  which  flow  throughout  all   Universes  and  also  “through”  all  that  is  Creation.  They  hold   the  Positive  and  Negative  currents  of  Life.  And  they  are  “fed”  through   your  nine  channels  via  Ingestion/Emotion/Actions!  A  Vampire   can be  said  to  possess   only  Negative  Rays,  A  Vampires  Glands  however  are  extremely  useful  in  giving  unnatural  abilitys  to  his  Body.  The  Vampires  Flame  is  extremely  volatile  and  burns  any  spiritual  essence  in  the  blood!  Enough  said!  

An encounter with something Demonic

I  was  as  I  recall  28  at  the  time  of  this  Enlightening  experience,  one  I  would  never  forget.  I   was   both  in  love  and  in  lust  with  a  London  female  witch  named  Lynn.  she  was  a  grey-witch  and  so  she  kind  of  hovered  between  the  dark  and  light  worlds  of  Magic.  We  had  been  seeing  each  other  for  a  couple  of  months  and  she  had  warned me  that  “there  was  something  unknown  within  her  Soul”.  i  as  an  Occultist  found  this  more  intriguing  rather  than  frightening,  and  i  have  always  been  a  one  to  bring about  a  “happening”!  I  am  a  catalyst  most  of  the  time,  if  there  is  anything  there  I  will  arouse  it!  Anyway  about  0900am   one  early  morning,  immediately  after  a  spot  of  lovemaking  the  following  phenomena  occurred.  She,  Lynn  was  lying  naked  on  top  of  me,  trying  to  get  me  to  read  my  tarot  cards  (morgan  greer  deck)  When  suddenly  her  eyes  began  to  revolve!  I  saw  not  beautiful  ocean-blue  eyes  but  red-coal  like  eyes  now  confronting  me.  At  the  same  time  a  grotesque  powerful  speech  said/  “  I  want  your  Soul”/ in  dark  male  like  tones.  She  then  pressed her  lips  to  mine  and  immediately  I  felt  a  Elognated  tongue  deep  in  the  back  of  my  throat  cavity,  which  slowly  wrapped  itself  with  great  intensity  around  my  tongues  supportive  roots.  Yes,  I  was  fearful  of  death  and  was  also  choking.  I  called  upon  god  and  via  telepathic speech  said  to  this  monstrous  entity  that  I  was  too  strong and  it  would  not  govern  me.  What  seemed  like  eternity  and  near  death  suddenly  escaped  me.  I  felt  this  demonic-elognated-tongue  recoil  and  watched  the  eyes  revolve  back  to  their  normal  state.  She  Lynn  fell  against  my  right  arm  crying,  she  could  not  speak  for  sometime,  she  could  only  whisper  sorry. Two  weeks  later  our  strong  sexual  relationship  was  extinguished,  she  seemed  suddenly  bitter  towards me  and  hatred  stirred  within  her.  Obviously  the  thing/entity  used  her  against  me, it  had  lost  its  hold  over  me.                   And  for  those  skeptics  amongst  you,  I  have  never  nor will  take  any  form  of  drug.  This was  a  real  Encounter  which  will  live  on  in  this  world  and  beyond!!!

Third encounter with a UFO

Sometime  in  may  1983,  weather  fine,  cloudless  and  warm.  I  was  visiting  a  friend  whom  lived  in  Gt  Barford  Nr  Bedford,.  We  had decided  to  visit  the  market  at  St Neots,  travelling  along  the  A10.  the  time  was  about  0845  and  I  had  just  entered  the  small  village  of  Little  Paxton. Cambs. My  friend  kevin  was  sitting  beside  me,  his  wife  and  companion  some  miles  behind  in  another  car.  We  were  approaching  a  set  of  traffic-lights when  I  spied  a  colourful  balloon,  at  least  that  was  my  first  impression!  The  lights  were  on  red  and  so  I  stopped  and  applied  the  handbrake .  The  coloured  object  was then  only  fifty  feet  away.  Kev  said  to  me “you  know  what  that  is”,  and  I  replied  UFO.  We  both  got  out  of  the  car  as  did  the  occupants  of  cars  behind  us.  The  “pyramid  shaped-object”  stopped  exactly  opposite  us,  some  ten  feet  above  a  chimney-pot.  This is  what  I  observed  for  about  four-minutes/  The  object   was  four-feet  in  dimensions,  from  the  apex  to  the  four  base  sides  I  clearly  saw  four  strobic  type  light  tubes,  emitting  a  bright  blue  corona.  In  the  centre  partially  hazed  by  a  green  unified  mist,  a  orange  pulsating-sphere.  i  watched  this  craft  do  acrobats  with  ease  in  the  space  about  it,  noticeably  right-angles.  then  without  sound  it  arose  about  ten-feet   and  suddenly  with  great  speed  disappeared  from  eye-view  towards  the  south  west.  Me and  kevin   returned  to  our  car  seats  and  did  not  speak  all  the  way  to  St  Neots.  On  arrival  at  the  market  place  Kevin  darted  into  the  gents  and  was  violently  sick,  I  myself  felt  reasonable  but  “not  exactly  in   this  world”.  The  rest  of  the  day  progressed  without  mention  of  the  encounter  and  when  we  returned  to  Gt  Barford we  switched  on  the  local  radio  news/  Two  fighter  jets  had  been  scrambled  from  Raf  Mildenhall  in  suffolk  to  reconassaince   the “ two  ufos “ seen  on  radar.  One  pilot  estimated  the  speed  by  saying  the  UFO  was  doing  1800ml  p/hr  bank-turns!   

My second encounter with a UFO

The  month  was  september  the  day  not  memorised,  but  the  event/encounter  forever  a  part  of  my  lifes  continual  Initiatory  course.  Sept  1983,  time  2045.  weather  clear  sky  showing  absence  of  stars.  I  was  on  a routine  delivery/collection  job  for  royal-mail.  driving  a  large  heavily-protected  security  van.  at  around  2035  I  noticed  a  very  bright  object  sitting  in  a  farmers  field  some  miles  away  to  the  right of  the  roadway.  The  A47  was  normally  busy  this  time  of  night  and  I  had  just  gone  through  a  village  called  Wisbech.  as  i  came  closer  to  this  object  my  eyes  began  to  blur  because  of  the  intensity  of lights  around  it.  I  slowed  my  post-office  van  down  to  a  stop  and  switched  off  the  engine.  Across  the  road  from  me  about  20ft  away  was  a  Cage-shaped  object,  flashing  colours  of  Red/green/blue.  I  kicked  a  door  security  opener  and  slid  the  heavy  door  aside.  All  the  while  I  noticed  the  “odd”  awareness  of No  traffic  and  No  sound  whatsoever.  This  encounter  like the  other  two  reminding  me  of  a  static-time  Field,  as  though  Time  itself  had  been  “displaced”.  I  walked  over  to  the  fence  and  viewed  this  Alien?  object  for  approx  five-minutes.  By  this  time  standing  only  fifteen  feet  away.  The  dimensions  were  about  eight by  eight  feet.  To  all  intents  and  purposes  it  appeared  consistent  with  the  geometric  shape  of  a  cage.  but  without  any  bottom  or  top.  There  were  eight-bars  around  each  of  the  four  sides,  which  in  turn  pulsated  the  colours  of  Red/green/blue.  The  intensity  of  light  blurred  my  eyes  considerably  but  after  some  rubbing  I  watched  again.  there  was  no  audible  sound.  As  I  approached  further  the  object  then  rose  to  about  forty-feet  and  then  “disappeared” .  Vanished  into  perhaps a  Time-portal  or  Dimension.   I  then  returned  to  my  van,  started  her  up  and  drove  off.  Oddly  though  for  perhaps five-miles  I  felt  the  presence  of  “something”  sitting  to  the  left  of  me.  I  saw  nothing  but  the  feeling  was  immensely  strong.  After  a  while  all  resumed  to  normal.!?  It  is my  hunch/instinct  that  perhaps  this  was  either  an  “Time-box”  or  “indeed”  an  unknown  alien-form.

Wednesday 23 September 2009

One of my Encounters with a UFO

On  18th  december  1992,  at  2345hrs,  weather  clear  bright.  cold  but  not  icy.  Whilst  driving  a  Pizza-delivery  van  down  a  serpentine  like road  through  a  fairly  large  housing  estate,  noticed  about  quarter  a  mile  away  the  following//   Large  silver-star  (four  pointed),  size  far  too  large  for  some  ordinary  celestial  object.  Slowed  van  down  to  a  stop  and  switched  off  engine  to  discerne  any  audible  sound. (  something  one  automatically  does  when  a  Ufologist)  I  then  observed  this  Star?  Suddenly  "extinguish" .  dissapear " not  unlike  a  house  light  bulb  switching  off  then  darkness.  I  was  "psyched-up"  at  that  moment  but  not  scared.  I  then  wound  down  my  drivers  window  and  waited  for  any  further  devlopments  if  any.  I  was  soon  awarded,  within  perhaps  two-mins  an  Oval-craft  appeared  slowly  traversing  the  night  sky.  it  was  now  approx  eighty-feet  above  me  and  the  following  was  clearly  observed//  About  forty  feet  in  length  and  from  the  base  to  the  dome  shaped  aperture about ten  feet.  The  speed  was  less  than  five  miles  p/hr.  Its  colour  reminding  one  of  a  piece  of  metal  as  it  has  just  been  removed  from  a  forge  or  furnace,  Rusty-red.  After  a  while  lights  or  more  precisely  exhaust-ports  were  switched  on,  rotating  clockwise  from  an  underview  observance.  And immediately  they  came  on  an  "Portal  or  Gate"  into  spacetime  was  achieved/opened,  probably  from  the  unknown-energy  released  from  this  crafts  ports.  I  watched  this  alien-craft  then  dissapear/exiting  into  another  time-shift  Dimension.  After much  thought  on  this  matter  I  assume  the  star  I  at  first  saw  was  indeed  a  Portal  which  this  craft  was  "coming  through",  the  starlike  observation  the  fragmentation  of  time  and  space.  I  shall  write  upon  my  other  two  encounters  shortly.            

1954 Caldbeck UFO Crash?

There  appears  to be  limited  info  on  this  particular  incident, accept  the  attached  theories that  Marilyn  Monroes  death  and  a  prominent  US  Paper  journalists  death  were  somehow  connected  to  this  event.  There  have  been  postulated  many  pro-ideas  that  Marilyn  commited  suicide.  Such  is  ridicolous  when  the  up  and  coming  star  was  nearing  the  peak  of  her  career,  more  she  was  "bumped-off"  as  are  so  many  people  whom  come  to  close  to  secretive  UFO  Material !  If  anypone  can  contact  me  and  give  any  info  on  the  Caldbeck  event  I  would  be  most  grateful.  Like  other  related  UFO  visitations  (rendlesham-forest) (rozwell)  there  is  too  much  dis-information  out  there.  As  an  Occultist  for  37yrs  i  care  nothing  for  the  so  called  MIBS,  or  USA/British  Covert  groups  whom  try  to "quieten"  contactees  or  close-encounter  individuals.  Such  as  the  late  Anthony  Dodds  (UFO  Magazine)  Strange  how  some  closeted  clowns  frightened  one  of  my  UFO  group  members  in  1992.  Strange  how  two  Humans  visited  my  mother  late  one  night,  dressed  in  black  skintight  biker  gear  and  black  helmeted  visors.  They  were  looking  for  me  but  I  had  moved  some  60mls  away  to  take  a  job1  My  Mother  was alarmed  and observed  them  leaving  on  a  pristine  black  motorbike.  However  I  have  yet  to  be  threatened  personally,  as  I  detect  the  secret  UFO  governmental  groups  fear  a  backlash  from  me  and  close  occult  friends  should  they  antagonise  me!  So,  Anyone  whom  knows  a  little  on  the  above  incident  please  contact  me, my  web  address  is/   thompson9jr@btinternet.com

Wednesday 15 July 2009

UFOS/Aliens at large

It is without doubt a more controversial subject than any other. And although I accept the Skeptics as rational human beings I do not accept their "reasoning" capabilitys. I for one have encountered numerous "Craft" and other Geometric-intruders. I for one have always spoken calmly with full reassurance that my Encounters were just that, an actual reality. The dis-believers amongst us are those humans whom are "afraid" and cannot accept the possibility that Other-Souls are indeed out there and " inside worlds " within the spacetime matrix. (that is Dimensional-worlds). I certainly do not live or crave for materialistic avenues, nor do I listen to religeous brainwashing. I have always been available for any scientific scrutiny to prove the validity of my encounters, and as for the MIBS and Governmental covert groups lets just say," I am not interested in their clandestine UFO involvement and they had better keep their operations out of my territory! My first encounter was in may 1983 with a pyramidical-shaped craft in little-paxton cambs. The second was in sept 1983 with a "Cage-shaped-object" in a field on the A47 between wisbech and kings lynn norfolk. A third was on 18th dec 1992 and I watched/observed a large oval-shaped craft, on the edge of a housing estate kings lynn. I have sent full particulars of size/colour/weather/duration of these sightings/close-encounters to numerous UFO agencys including Mufon. I challenge any scientist /proff/governmental-stooge to change those events in my lifetime! I personally was not at antime afraid of my encounters and of course have experienced other supernatural events over the course of my involvement with Occult issues. I would end this little talk by saying," There are many Universes as there are many "Trees of Knowledge", all radiant and existing in an Abyssmal-garden. There are many Aliens/Denizens/Entitys within each "Tree" (Universe) and it is our "Divine right to communicate with such beings if we wish to do so". It is not the right of governmental-figures/bodies to "Deter-us" from that goal!

Monday 2 February 2009

An open window breathes the air,
as moonbeams shine their light,
A stillness never heard before,
plays soft and drowns the night.


Shadows move amongst the walls,
in darkness there is light.
Reflecting forms I cannot see,
strange beings haunt my sight.


The window sill with painted rust
the spider with its prey,
Listen, can you hear the sound?
Its Web begins to play.

Copyright/Tanasra

Friday 30 January 2009

The Darkness of the "Titanic", the Ship

I would be pleased if a few individuals could/would further Enlighten me on the following, The sinking of the Titanic was perhaps due to a rather cumbersome "Iceberg". However in certain journals there was aboard her, an unusual glass-coffin, stowed no doubt in the ships hold under strict regulations. This particular glass-containment was of a reputed Dark-priestess, her Orighns as unknown as her curses. She this "high-priestess" of the Dark-arts had previously been on show in the London-museum of antiquitys. however there had indeed been some "sinister-events" occuring within the proximity of her resting-place, and a few deaths and more had been reported in the museum. Obviously when a wealthy individual proposed shipping "Her" to some foreighn location, the london museum were more than happy to oblige. hence this Queen of the "Occult" may have inadvertedly caused the Titanics tradegy! Let me know of your thoughts on the matter?

Sunday 25 January 2009

Karmic reflections

The "Flame-within" (soul) generates life with passion. Do not extinguish it by abhorrent means. Do not obstruct/damage the nine-gates of thy Temple. The Exit/entry channels of Life-forces. The 49 Rays of conformity permeate the universal-system. They which flow from the Godhead himself. I can teach much knowledge which was given freely to me. enlightenment comes from the "bridging" of thy spacial-mind to minds outside spacetime! the first task however is to cast-off your aquaintance with Material-bombardment. there are those whom seek only pleasure in this world, and within their temples/bodys the channels of life ( the Gates of reflection) wither and die. They shall never learn of Cosmic-truth. I am neither atheist nor dis-believer. I walk most of the time "alone" in the Darkness of the Ancient-Cave. I learn/enlighten my Soul by reaching out to the Unknown-regions where man/woman fear most. You "see" only what you wish to "see" in a Mirror. You "believe" only what you "wish" to believe. Learn to quide/control your WILL.